I'm pretty sure I'm bipolar. On one level or another, I'm pretty sure of it. One, I'm on anti-depressants and they weren't REALLY working until my doctor added abilify. You know the commercial? But I also realize that I have moments of mania and, afterwards, moments of depression. Not as intense as it used to be but I'm pretty sure that is due to the different medications. Crazy, right??
I'll have to bring that up to my doctor.
But, this entire week has been one giant manic episode, if I ever saw one. I'm starting to gain sensibility again, which is good...but DAMN I was freakishly obsessed! Every day, I was checking out where to find a dog for my grandma. Seriously. I was checking craigslist and shelters everywhere. I would drive out to shelters around the area, just looking for a little dog for my grandma. It became quite an obsession. I was pretty crazy about.
Well, now I've come down a bit. I don't really care about it anymore. In fact, I'm not even that interested. Instead, I was really depressed for a while because I couldn't find the exact one for her. Sad, I know.
But I also learned today that she's not really ready for one anyway..... my bad.
I'm coming down now and I'm really glad because I was pretty obsessed for awhile. I was so obsessed with getting her a puppy that I went shopping to take my mind off of it. It really didn't do much for me. I didn't care for the shopping really. But whatever.
NOW I'm back on obsessing about school. YAY! My work my work! I'll actually start working again!
hehehehe....maybe.
Speaking of pets, Alice is taking a trip to Modesto this week. Not exactly a vacation destination, but whatever. She's going to enjoy some time in the first grade classroom.
Good for Alice!
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