Ahhhhh....home...my lost blog was supposed to be longer but it got a little delayed BECAUSE I thought I had some time when I started it BUT THEN some things happened and....yea, usual story, usual excuses.
I think it was dinner...or work...but who cares?
On being home.... it's weird. I spent some time with old friends the other day and I'm totally out of touch with them. Not that they were mean or the things that they talked about I didn't care about...it was that I lived in a completely different world and neither of us knew one another anymore.
It's my fault really. I hardly ever talk to anyone UNLESS they live within a five mile radius of me because I'm so busy that I just don't have the time. If you run into me and are able to talk to me for about an hour or so...consider yourself lucky. A lot of people don't get that. (not that I'm saying I'm a fantastic person to talk to either....consider yourself REALLY lucky if you are able to have an un-awkward conversation with me...I tend to be up in the clouds most of the time, living in my own mind and thinking about a billion different little things)
Needless to say, I felt bad. I was surrounded by a couple of REALLY good friends that I found I hadn't talked to in months. I hadn't shared my life stories with them and they really didn't understand where I was coming from. Hehehehe...that also just sounds like my weird self but whatever. I decided that my new years resolution is to keep in better contact with the people that I love. I WILL MAKE CHANGES!!! I don't want to depend on others to contact me...I will thus contact them. (people are now shaking in their boots...oh, great, caitlin's going to start paying attention to people again...greeeeeeaaat.)
On a more cheery note...It's almost Christmas and my foster kitten is enjoying himself. He's hiding under the tree and making my other dog, Buddy, extremely jealous. While Buddy is trying to snuggle into my lap, Elliot jumps up and snuggles closer. Buddy is highly displeased.
Oh well.
