I KNOW I KNOW...I haven't written in a while but I am pretty freakin' busy with work and my internship and classes and the show... but whatever... it's now all over and I can be more frequent now... and more trustworthy with writing...
I realized today that I've always kept a diary of some sort but with all the drama that has been occurring within my life, I haven't been keeping up with it in the past for months. For example, until today my last journal entry was August 31... that's a pretty long time for me! I usually am much better than that at writing and keeping things current... I'm obsessive compulsive! I like to keep things neat and tidy and in order...
which is why having room mates drives me bonkers... I feel like I'm constantly cleaning which isn't always bad because I like to clean and do dishes...but not ALL the time... I love my girlies and I know that they don't mean to but... living with other people... lessons, lessons, lessons...
I wish I was procrastinating right now... but I'm not... I've actually got plently of time and instead I'm clockwatching... waiting for myself to get tired... this is strange, having time to do my homework... it's not normal... I actually wish I could work ahead but my teachers would think I was insane...
I don't know, but my classes just seem too easy for me... I'm not trying to sound full of myself or anything but, I don't know, except for a theatre history class, nothing is really challenging me... or maybe I'm just ready to get out into the real world and start a life... I don't know why I would be wanting to enter the real world... it's a rather scary place and I still have no idea what I'm going to do... probably something with public relations or something...
I don't know...grrrrr.... well, want to see something amusing?
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